Hey, I’m Brandon

My Journey

Not long ago, I remember facing what seemed to be an insurmountable chasm between my soul-crushing, purposeless life and the one I always dreamed of.

In 2017 I was working 60 hours a week as an engineering director a plastic bag manufacturing company, earning good money but feeling unfulfilled. Believing that more 'success' would be the answer, I embarked on an entrepreneurial journey, starting three successful ventures over the next four years while working my day job. Amidst the material success, I was burnt out cranking 60-80 hour weeks, and the void in my soul deepened.

Underneath it all, I was filled with shame, insecurity, and despair. I deeply struggled with unworthiness and a negative self-image. Growing up as a Chinese male in Orange County, CA, I internalized the Western stereotype of the Asian male: non-masculine, unattractive, and passive. These beliefs molded me into a “nice guy.”

It was a subconscious strategy to win validation and avoid conflict, but it neglected the core of who I truly was. It was rooted in the belief that I was not enough. When it came to romance (and career opportunities), I lacked the confidence to own my desires and was so scared of rejection that I would shy away from possible connections.

To fulfill my need for intimacy, I turned to porn, which led to addiction and the slew of issues that come with it (objectifying women, lack of true intimacy, always being in my head, ED, etc.). Overcoming porn addiction would be one of the most humbling and transformative journey of my life, teaching me that the greatest challenges often yield the most profound rewards.

Despite my external achievements, I knew something had to change. In 2019, I sat with ayahuasca in Peru for the first time. In 2022, I quit my job to go all in on liberating myself from addiction and shame, and to begin living life in a way that aligned with what truly fulfilled me. I began a journey of healing that led me to tools that would support my own inner alchemy—transforming my pain into my power. These tools are Breathwork, Somatics, Plant Medicine, and working with a Coach.

I am a transformation guide dedicated to supporting others on their unique paths of healing and self-realization. I use traditional and modern tools, including trauma-informed breathwork, somatics, sound, and plant medicines to heal traumas, reprogram limiting beliefs, and develop your intuition so that you can live the life of peace, purpose, and prosperity that you know you always were meant to.